Massive attack of butterflies at the moment. It could be the combination of caffeine and sugar overload – mmmm, lemon drizzle cake – or the fact that I have just ordered the first printed copy of ‘These Fragile Things’ for final proofing (there was yet another warning that the automated process may have altered the text!!!!!) Thanks to everyone who has helped on the journey so far, especially Helen Efener who has reminded me of the kindness of strangers, but I hope I can now include among my friends. You are all amazing. I can now see a very faint glow at the end of the tunnel.